How’s it going y’all? So in my last blog post I referenced dreams. After doing some reading and soul searching I’ve come to the theory that specifically vivid dreams are perhaps a subconscious way to peer into the spiritual realm, essentially as a way to look at the nature of our hearts and our truest emotions.
So I had a new dream, I’ll preface this by saying there’s someone I’m interested in who like me has gone through a great many things. She’s….incredible. Caring, witty, sarcastic…there’s just so much good about her.
Yet, she’s also at a crossroads too. With job, and stress from that along with some personal connections such as family and such. Last night I dreamed of her. She was shivering but not from physical cold, from emotional cold. She gives so freaking much of herself…..So I slipped into bed with her and just wrapped her in my arms. She stopped shivering and I just held her, simply laid there holding her, helping her feel safe and taken care of.
My theory is that due to my caring and being interested in this woman. Along with knowing some of the things she’s dealing with, I’m dreaming of her and these vivid dreams are showing me how much she’s needing positive change in her life. How she feels beaten down spiritually and emotionally….
To be completely honest? It kills me knowing this amazing woman feels emotionally cold. She’s one of the sweetest people I know but where is her comfort? From God certainly, but I will say there’s a difference between faith and having someone physically hold you and re-assuring them with your presence. Maybe it’s that I’m getting ready to move back home where she is or maybe it’s that I connected with her on a deep level. I will say though that I feel drawn to home and her.
Maybe I’m more spiritually aware these days or at least aware of how faith and emotions intertwine. For me I know I don’t typically dream like this sooooo the person I’m dreaming about and the nature of the dreams is significant. Guess time will reveal fully what these dreams mean…..
Holy Water, Burning Man 